Dear love,
The thing is that I loved you too much, too much to realize that there are other people in my life. I even forget how to love myself. I hardly cared how I looked, how I dress up because you were not there to compliment me, to tell me that no matters what I feel, I always look pretty when I smile. Maybe this was the reason I forget to laugh loud. But I actually failed to remember that I have to live for myself to bring more happiness in my life. I lived the quote “LOVE IS LIFE” but I actually neglected the fact that “make yourself a priority before anyone else treats you as an option”. In these few years, I have just loved you every moment and every single second. It was only you who was there in my mind, my heart and my soul. My love is pure and true but still, I couldn't make you realize that I too deserve a bit of attention, a bit of concern and a bit of love. You taught me to love but you never allowed me to be loved. I wanted to be happier, to be around you, but you never let me come closer, close enough to feel love. I was deprived of feeling the sense of being in love and the aroma of being a part of someone's life. I know you never loved me, but you never understand what my love was. Maybe I was incomplete; my love was incomplete to justify your presence. Maybe you were looking out for a beautiful partner who could give you a beautiful smile, but trust me, she could have never tolerated your tantrums the way I did each time you were planning to hurt me. Maybe you dreamed about the hottest girl but she could never wait for days to hear your voice, she could never trust you the way I did each time you lied. You might be thinking about the girl who is sweet, cute and gorgeous, but she could never sacrifice her sleep, her dreams and her desire to make you happy, to be there with you and to spend even a single minute with you. Maybe I was not perfect but trust me; my love was perfect to make your days blissfully and to bring charm in your mornings. I wish you could have trusted me once, accepted me the way I was, the way I loved you. I wish for once you could have just felt what I have in my heart. I love you and I will love you forever in a hope that one day you will realize that the girl who loved you completely throughout her life, her love was pure and true. Although my love is one sided I am still living with the hope that you will feel the same for me. There will come a day when you will be waiting for me the way I did. But I promise that I will never make you cry, never hurt you the way you did.
Waiting to be yours, forever