I'm not the perfect person that many would love
I'm not the good girl they expect me to be
I'm not the pretty lady as white as a dove
I'm not the great girl to force them to love me
Nobody knows how to talk like I do
Nobody knows how to use the words I use
Nobody knows how these words make me do
Nobody knows how these words leave me confuse
There's only somebody that I trust a lot
There's only somebody that I pray above
There's only somebody that I give a shot
There's only somebody that I truly love
I have someone that I always use to love
I have someone that I have memories of
I have someone that beats my heart up and above
I have someone that lead me to the castle of love
I've got nobody who comforts me with a hug
I've got nobody who cares for my stands
I've got nobody who catches my love bug
I've got nobody who fully understands
Many would judge me for how I look
Many would judge me for how I act
Many would judge me for my book
Many would judge me for lying facts
A lot in my life have came and go
Along this long road I was left and shown
That no one was there and I remained low
For all my life, I was alone on my own
And I guess no one knows the real me behind
That's the reason they judge me for what they think am I
They have no idea of the angel hiding in divine
Only the demon in my name that they never saw me cry