Out of mine

I tried to pay attention,to hear all your stories about your friends, your best friends, just tried to know more about you .
I tried to change myself to make me better enough for you.
And...
You tried to get my attention by telling me about those girls, how they love you ,how they got hurt after we being together. And that how you feel not good about it. How you wanna make them feel better.
You tried to make me get jealous, tried to make me scared that I could lose you anytime, anywhere...
You are trying to hurt me more than you know about it.
You just know that you love me. You don't know that you're hurting me too.
I can't take care you as you want everytime. I can't say that I love you more than everything when you're saying about other girls. Should I hide it deeply in my heart. Just keep it myself until a day you go away with those girls.

Man!
I'm just a girl.
I'm hurt .
I just can't cry when I feel it.
But
I do hurt
You never know