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"Overthinking "

Chances are if you are reading this you are an avid over thinker yourself! Tell me have you ever just sat back and stated at the pointless enormity of nothingness present in the formidable chaos of life? Its almost like a second nature by now isn't it? The thing is we are insecure people who  simply cannot believe that life is for a change good to us!

I'm sure you have experienced it at some point of time.. When everything is going great and you are like na fam, this can't be true because it's too surreal.. The result? Overthinking about everything present in the past which lasted for a petty amount of time but left an imprint on your soul for a lifetime ready to haunt you and make you sad and weepy when you have nothing to do...

It's fascinating when you think about over thinking.. You just recall everything bad which happened to you and it all comes crashing down crushing your spirit.. You simply give up and fall in love with self hate.. Blaming yourself for every thing which went wrong along the way and questioning your actions and the chain reactions which followed

Thoughts are dangerous things! They make you and they break you. They say your whole life flashes by when you are about to die. Trust me start over thinking like me and you would have a recorder stuck in your head pressing the replay button again and again and making your life a living hell as you experience everything again..
Pointless little things.. That's what my family or friends like to categorise the huge disasters which I overthink about..

It plays over and over again.. How you are a disappointment, how you are never good enough, how your best friend said the thing she wasn't supposed to, how that boy stared at you and basically every single thing which probably does not even matter in the long run!

The thing is it effects us.. Everyone of us.. Its like a catastrophe waiting to strike, cause chaos and blunders and force us to give up. We've all been there sitting alone like a zombie  and having nightmares from the stress which scare the shit out of you but the only thing I have to say is it gets better, just close your eyes and sleep.. stuff happens but are not alone! You would get through this fighting till your lungs give out!

Don't let your thoughts consume you till you reach the point of no returns..