Paradise or Prison.

here i am unlocking the third door of pain..................................................................
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...................................Paradise or prison.............................................................................
                                    .....................................part 3................................
hope for your positive response........................................
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Zara during these curfew nights had started to fallow a self made time table of reading out the exchange of old texts that took place between her and her lover zain on face book. Her mood went with the flow of the conversation, there were certain sad moments while as some were happy . There were certain texts which had a romantic touch. But the big problem with the time table was that zara finished whole of the conversation even before half of the night had gone after which she again used to talk to zain's picture again trying to let him know regarding the seeds of suffering that he had cultivated in her.
                             "oh zain! is this intoxication or is it poison, what should i call this love?
                               our incomplete story needs to get completed somehow"
zara now again went into tears and hugged her lovers picture after saying these words of pain to him.

zara's heart was in a continuous state of restlessness as it posed many questions for zara who after failing to answer them used to throw the things of her room all over the place. She even hurt her hand in the process, accusing zain of her sufferings.

it really happens in love the beloved is accused of all the suffering but how do then people drink the sweet poison of love!

zara wanted answers to her questions but could do nothing to get them, all that she could manage to do was to shout at zains picture. zara calmed her heart down by remembering the childish yet great gestures done by zain like zain posted ;
                              " syed zain married to angel zara"
on his facebook timeline letting all his friends know regarding zara. zain always used to show great care and love for her . He always used to be on the softer side of their conversation unlike zara.
whenever zain insisted for picture from zara she turned it down rudely by immediately logging out of her facebook account and after repeated apologies from zain on calls , she used to come back on facebook. Although zara had seen pictures of zain because he used to upload his pics frequently until zara on a night while chatting  ordered him not to upload his pics again , as she felt jealous upon the comments that zains other female friends passed, she even disliked the comments passed by zains cousin sisters.

Although zains pictures attracted many of his female friends who posted an ocean of comments upon his pics , but zain always waited for that one special comment which zara never passed.
it looks that both of them were made for each other. they both posed as soul mates to one another without realizing it.
zara now had a stong  guilt  of not expressing her feelings to zain , as she never said anything clearly to zain, who looked sunk in the deep ocean of her love . zara now calmed her uneasy heart by promising to herself that she would make herself meet zain and express everything that she had been through and give away herself to her love.