These people... around you.. with you.. for you.. everyone. Do you know them?
You meet them. You talk. You laugh. You like them. Then you think you know them.
Then comes a time. . you question yourself.
Do I know him? Do I know her? Do I even know half of this person? This is absurd.
The one person you expect will do this definite particular thing.. won't. They won't do it.
And you will feel this terrible in ignorable pain.
And guess what? they will give this stupid reasons.. 'oh I forgot' 'it slipped my mind' 'it was not intentional! ' 'oh am sorry I didn't know' 'oh come on it's not big deal' and which shitty reason not?
But you know it's a big deal.. it's not a thing to forget..and sorry can't fix it.
I am not saying others are just so bad and you and I are so perfect and gold.
There are times you do things and others feel what you feel in following times.
This is inevitable. Its like the natural disasters.. you can prepare or install protection and what not? But you cant stop them. Can you?
But what counts, is what you do for mitigation?
Did you just say sorry to a friend or family casually who expected and thought something out of you but you for some reason couldn't stand upon it.
Do you care about that person?
Then mitigate well. Do something real good that makes it up to to them.
If someone doesn't make it up to you.. stop expecting. None of it is worth it then. They certainly don't really care. There was a quote once I read I Facebook. Facebook quote images are good for what's need. It was something like ' When people act they don't care. Believe Them. ' . It makes sense.
All of us.. even when so hurt..so pained..so sad will continue to hold on, hoping 'oh I shouldn't draw such conclusion.. it might be coincidence or so casual or am reading too much into it' Yeah. Maybe. But always? No.
No.
......
you take care
xoxo.
kj0