Perspective of Life

PHASE 1 :-
I started this year with the high hopes of making a successful love story between us, but life had some other plans for me. I was not aware that my fate would be scripted with the blots of darkness. The day we broke up, it felt like my heart was shattered. The irresistible pain of losing my love, degraded my core.

PHASE 2 :-
Still, I was hoping that it might be the worst part of my life, but again I was wrong. I lost my sister. Yes, you read that right. I lost her forever in an accident. I was broken and felt like I was the most unluckiest person in this world. Though the pain of unsuccessful love story would have healed, but how was I going to heal the pain of losing someone forever? I really didn't got any idea during that time.

PHASE 3 :-
My voice was filled by despair and hatred towards life. I couldn't accept the fact that my sister was burned into ashes. Then I got attacked by the thorns of depression. I was too much frustrated with my life as nothing was going right. But one day, I discovered a writing app. Yes, and from then I started to ink down my emotions. It has been 9 months and now I have grown a habit to write down my thoughts and feelings. I was amused by the fact that writing helps us so much to heal. It was a silent way to soothe our turbulent minds, and again I was becoming happy once again.

PHASE 4:-
During this phase of my depression and everything , my family and my friends have provided a constant support. They helped me to become a better version of myself. This year, 2018, was a whole new experience for my life as my perspective towards the topic called "life" , changed. I became matured from the depth of my soul. I realised the philosophical learnings that every incidents provided me. I learned how to find the hues of happiness during the phase of extreme darkness.

PHASE 5 :-
Finally this year is going to end, with the new year waiting for me with other challenges. But this time I am strong enough to face any kind of ups and downs. I hope in 2019 I will start from a new pavilion to set a goal of being a much better person and will try to keep others happy.