To My Future Prima,
I'm sorry if I can't find you now,
I've lost my way home.
I'm sorry if I can't sing you your favorite song,
I've lost my voice reciting your unwanted poems.
I'm sorry if I wasn't the best version of your younger self,
God knows I've tried.
But I failed so many times,
And it ruined everything in me.
But don't worry,
I am now just your shaddy past.
Don't mind me,
You are free to walk your path.
You may be a little weaker now,
But I am sure you're more than wiser than I was .
I secured your heart like a stone,
And your mind has been trained not to care for the unknown.
Go ahead and leave my body here,
Please put your gear and walk away.
I have cleared your path to happiness.
Don't let my sacrifices go to waste.
You know that I have loved you,
From the moment your mother abandoned you.
I cheered in your every success,
And cried a river everytime you weep in silence.
Go ahead and take a step,
I won't mind setting you free.
You have given me all your hopes,
That's more than enough for me to part this world.
My part has been taken by you,
You have to act with pride in every little thing you do.
You have to show them no mercy,
Because this world is cruel, and that's the reality.
I never meant to send you off like this,
But this darkness is just too suffocating.
I can't promise you sunshine anymore,
You have to carry your torch and bring light to your future.