Reach you.

Elementary. I am watching you from a far, it is so great to see you get along and enjoying every spikes and receives that was released from your own hand. It's so great, I'm happy.

Year passed, and I'm still watching you from a far, still playing with your teammates, classmates and friends. That's all I could do because I don't know anything, I don't know what to do besides watching and studying so, I got bored but I'm happy seeing you smiled.

I got bored and decided to join this activity. I registered myself in music club and try if I could sing. Well, who would have thought that they will send me and my team to compete with different schools? Ha-ha-ha. That is how I discovered myself that I have this talent. And I call myself a "Singer" and realized I already made friends and showed I can even do better and I don't feel alone anymore but still I wanted to be notice by you. But then, I got bored.

I got bored but still watching you play and train so hard while enjoying the moments with teams. I envy them.

What to do?

Years is passing, and I suddenly thought of joining in the Badminton tournament why? Because I thought you'll notice me this time. And yes I entered the sport and won the entire game. But, it is still the same I got bored.

I'm still bored, another thought entered my mind and said, maybe I should participate in your game too? then, I let my self joining in a volleyball sports without knowing that I will be one of the first six and represent our Province to compete with the other Provinces. I was lucky but I still can't reach you.

Graduation day is coming and yet I don't feel my childhood days are still no fun. and I found out that I have a long crush on you. ha-ha-ha. This is funny no? why? Because I'm not yet a woman but I already know this feelings.

High School. This is exciting. I can feel I'm getting close.

To be continue.....