Don't blame me for being harsh, you trained me, right?
Don't ask me about my life, you ruined it, remember ?
No. Don't expect me to tell you things that you supposed to know already. Life is not a spoon feeding game. You don't get everything on me. You have to earn your lesson. You have to grow to understand that not everyone is willing to bow on you. You have to accept that in this world, there is like me who's willing to cut you off and shut you down. It is not my intention to hurt you, it is my mere intention to let you know that in this life, you must be willing to empty yourself so people can fill you in.
I let you empty me. I let you drain me. I let you exhaust me. It is my decision to let you ruin me so you can fill me. It is my intention to let you destroy me so I can show you how it's being done. So you can have an idea as how being unfair to someone could change a person.
I don't have regrets. Don't be mad or be sad. I am not even upset. I used myself as a bait to show you about the true meaning of life. To show you how people change.To show you how love can make and break someone's soul and heart.
I am already damaged before you met me. I already shattered my life before you even existed into my life. No, it is never going to be your fault. This is my way of saving myself. To let people know that daily pain is alot worse than death. Changing your course of life is something that is firing me up. Don't be scared, we are almost done. We are almost there. Few more strikes and I am going to let you live on your own. I am not going to stop you from growing. I am never going to stand on your way. I will step aside and just watch you make your way to the top.
So don't blame me for being harsh, do trained me, right ? You trained me as I trained you.
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Don't ask me about life, you ruined it , remember? I let you ruined it as I fix and redirect yours. So be strong my love. The best is yet to come.