I asked myself,
Am I capable of loving?
Is it worth another shot?
Or am I losing my faith?
Then I looked at my reflection,
Full of cracks,
Battered,
Denied.
I smiled,
Then slowly wiped my tears.
All the dirts that made me ugly,
All the shits that made me hopeless.
Then I looked again,
Scars are all over my face.
The sweet memories of my failures,
Are written all over me.
I smiled again,
This time it's real.
I wondered what happened to this girl,
This girl I called myself.
I never thought,
I'd survive these raging years.
I never thought,
I'll conquer my fears.
Then I told myself,
You're beautiful.
And then I put my mask on,
I'm ready to move on.