Sooner or later, you'll understand why things don't fall for you, people too. You'll get to know the answers to your very questions. Don't seek, just wait and it will eventually come to you.
Sooner or later, your heart will bloom. It will rise from the ground and beat once again. Don't force for love to grow. It will grow at the right time, for the right reason, for the right person.
My child, your heart is brilliant. Your heart is pure. You are amazing and you should know that. Don't think that you don't deserve that kind of love you are searching for the longest time because I am telling you, you deserve it, we all do.
Just wait for the right moment to come, remember that seasons are temporary so as pain and agony. Remember that you have survived in this world more than you could ever imagine so don't lose hope. The best is yet to come.
I am with you. We can do it. Hold my hand, listen to me. You are wonderful and wonderful things will surely happen to you. Don't think that happiness is evading you, no it's not. It's just taking it's time so when it's your turn, then it must be heavenly.
Listen to me child. Remember you pain. Remember your sorrow. Remember your mistakes. Remember that all these shits that you're having are just weapons to mold you to become the better person you are supposed to be.Wear it with kindness. Wear it like a crown. Remember me when you find your love and happiness.