Save Her

How did this happen?
How can this be?
How'd I come to be
The person I prayed to never be?

She now keeps hurting
Those I never would hurt.
She does this so often,
Yes, that me that's not me.

Look at her, look:
She now takes for granted
Those that I have
Those I used to just wish I had in my life.

How do I fix this?
Please tell what to do.
I don't want this me
That you, too, don't wanna see

Rescue me, please
Save me, Ease me
Or else I will be
The monster that I always hid inside me