Scarlet - the rose powder

At first, it was the name , the priest said " Freddy was in the airport when he called me".

We were in a Jesus youth group meeting. As a curious junior, I searched his name in Facebook & I found out that there are mutual friends and that he is from a place nearby mine, where I had spent last two years of my school life.

                    My first glimpse, his awkward yet awesome speech at the send off party of a ma'am . First impression is the best impression; though not face to face.

     Everyday somehow I would be walking behind or in front of this senior and his friend ( as in the beginning of my medical school life, juniors should respect seniors  ).

I was scared to utter a word to him( senior) because of my popularity as the subject topper; everyone could identify me... I knew him very well by now from our mutual friends, but I was always scared to start a conversation.

I knew that this was a petty crush of mine...but it grew into love. 

            He is tall enough, handsome, talkative, witty, educated, well behaved, teachers pet, as told by his fans in our college, from our mutual friends and my own findings...

     I prayed to God, if you wish, please make a situation that he talks first to me and not me to him.

P. S : this is not a story , it's my life which is going on...so all you people out there have to wait for the continuation.

Sorry for the helplessness! ( I learned to use this exclamation mark from his messages).