Secret Relationship

When will he understand my feelings?

When I already stop believing?

But he always like pretending,

And I'm nearly tired of waiting.

When will he have a courage introduce me?

When I already turn as the "Queen Bee"?

It hurts to know that he's ashame,

And I'm the one to be blame.

He said he loved me forever and always,

But he can't even find anyways!

He was never really proud of me,

Because being a nerd was all I can ever be.

When I see him kissing someone,

I should be the one.

When I see him laughing with someone,

I should be the one.

People fall inlove in different ways,

That's why I will always be here for him just incase.

Our relationship may forever be hidden,

But I will try to treasure my love for him as long as I can.

*****

2015