See me die.

Everyday not knowing my purpose.
Dreaming  a lot.
Never ever trust them.
I think they are flawful.
Enough to destroy myself.
I'm ready then.
Already broken into a million pieces.
But I'll break me more. Just to see how I survive myself through the thunders of my screams and storms of my tears .
Let me have some sleepless nights with nightmares inside my head like some hidden terrors.
No way to escape from myself, only way out would be my end.
End of a fear, of a mistake, of a evil princess from a kingdom of happiness.
Let me loose my bliss and turn into a waterfall beautifully killing innocence like the water kills the rocks.
Shall I not ever see the sunshine, shall I never speak the truth.
Lie about every glimpse, every delight in my eyes.
Not let somebody tell me how joyful I can be.
This world be so happy then.