She's that girl. The one who loved you. The one who picked you despite of your dirts. The one who accepted you despite of your shortcomings. She's that girl who cursed the world for being unfair. The one who stayed loyal to you. The one whom you wasted.
She's sailing now. She's maybe with you but her heart has left already. You can see her laughing around yet her happiness is empty. She's just trying to end everything between you and her peacefully. She has the savage attitude considering on how she talks but she has the purest heart. I hope you'd see that. I hope you can tell if it's real or if she's just faking it. Because honey, she's tired of your misery. Your relationship is not her calvary.
She's that girl. The one whom you dated two years ago and the one you cheated on few months back. She's the one who still standing strong next to you even if her own is already falling apart. She's the one who's pushing herself to the limit just to give you all the support that you need. She's that girl whom you thought you'd never lose. She's that girl whom you thought would give you the moon and the stars. The girl whom you compelled to eat gravel and sand. The girl whom you forced to digest the sand. Your love is her pain. Your love is her nightmare but she's bearing it because she'd like for you to succeed. Her happiness is to see you grow so stop fooling around. Learn to understand that every saint has it's own tempation island. Learn to understand that every human has it's dark side. Don't wait for her to snap.