She is waiting

"Why are you like this?", He asked her.
You dont seem to be one of those girls, they just need attention. You don't need it, yet surrounded by people, you need to slow down a bit! You seem to be tired, why aren't you stopping yourself. What's bothering you?
She couldn't help it this time and cried and said, "why would I stop and for whom, why did you even ask, would you stay if i tell what's bothering me?"
"Yes", he said.
She smiled and said, "I won't let you stay because you are like a poison to my heart and I am already dying."
Why do I do this? Because he called me one night and said let's meet and I was happy, I got ready quickly!
I waited,
And I waited there,
I waited for a long
And sat there, he never came.
Do you know how much I love him? And I lost him forever but no he didn't even let me think that he is not there,
He just gave me enough hurt to think and cry, he left me hanging up there
And it wasnt once, I went back home that night but he made me wait again saying that he's coming but he never came and I waited knowing that he will never come.
No one asked him that why did you do that to a girl who loved you the most? Why everyone ask me this thing everyday? And me? How can I ask him why didn't he come? I can't be mad on him and lose that almost dead hope as well. I don't want to lose that feeling that I get while waiting for him that may be someday he will get tired of making me wait and finally come and hug me and hold me tight and get me out of that pain? May be someday, it will be over.
But till then I'll be waiting for hours and when its the time that he cannot come at, I'll then call those people and be surrounded by them because it's been so long I'm feeling hung up.
I am waiting here and I ain't changing because you! You are one of them who is just trying to know me and then laugh on me.
No, he said, "I will not laugh on you, you are the most stupid and beautiful person I've ever met and I am just left with no words and I hope he will come someday to hug you, hold you tight and tell you that you don't deserve to be like this and may be, you will be fine then and try to live for yourself because all you believe in, is just him and he is the only one who can make you understand and tell you to go home and rest."