Why won't these tears stop flowing?
Why does my heart ache a lot?
Why can't I sleep peacefully at night?
Everything seemed so fun and good. But for some reason, it ended up this way.
And now here I am, typing these words while tears continue to flow down.
It's already late at night but I can't seem to fall asleep.
Memories keep on playing in my head, it cannot stop.
I'm not even sure about anything anymore.
I feel so empty yet there seemed to be a lump in my throat.
I feel so fragile yet I can no longer be fixed.
I feel heartless yet my heart feels so painful.
I feel like I'm dying yet I continue to suffer.
At this time, I can feel the sadness embracing me whole.
I can feel the loneliness wrapping my soul.
It feels like I'm all alone, never loved, never been born.
As hard as a steel, it feels like my heart is becoming a stone.
If I die tonight, would they care?
If I stop breathing, would they cry?
If I'm no longer alive, will they still remember me?
I feel worthless and useless, why do I feel this way?
If I close my eyes and fall asleep,
When the sun rises and the sun sets,
When I woke up and the night changes,
Will everything be okay?