She Who Cries At Night

Why won't these tears stop flowing?

Why does my heart ache a lot?

Why can't I sleep peacefully at night?

Everything seemed so fun and good. But for some reason, it ended up this way.

And now here I am, typing these words while tears continue to flow down.

It's already late at night but I can't seem to fall asleep.

Memories keep on playing in my head, it cannot stop.

I'm not even sure about anything anymore.

I feel so empty yet there seemed to be a lump in my throat.

I feel so fragile yet I can no longer be fixed.

I feel heartless yet my heart feels so painful.

I feel like I'm dying yet I continue to suffer.

At this time, I can feel the sadness embracing me whole.

I can feel the loneliness wrapping my soul.

It feels like I'm all alone, never loved, never been born.

As hard as a steel, it feels like my heart is becoming a stone.

If I die tonight, would they care?

If I stop breathing, would they cry?

If I'm no longer alive, will they still remember me?

I feel worthless and useless, why do I feel this way?

If I close my eyes and fall asleep,

When the sun rises and the sun sets,

When I woke up and the night changes,

Will everything be okay?