SHE's NOT ON MY MIND BUT BEHIND

I was in the bathroom washing my hands when I saw her standing behind me. " You are being nice again. "she says. I continued to ignore her words but that would only be impossible for she knows everything even if I don't speak or think of it. " What do you want me to do then ? " I asked as I proceed to the hand dryer and she was still leaning on one of the bathroom stalls, grinning on me. " You know I have to. "

" But you don't always have to be. " she was now standing next to me. Whispering the words I know I would eventually deny yet still obey. " I can sense something. You are not safe. " I turned to her and can clearly see the worried eyes on me. She backed away for a bit and she avoid my gaze. " Tell me. What do I do now? What should we do now? The reasons why I am here are already gone. Should I be too? People never knew how much of a fake I had covered you. Now that these reasons have faded, will I be able to let you resurfaced? 7 months. I have learned a lot. " she finally looked up and tried to reach for me but that is once again impossible. " I have become you through her body. If I go and you come back, people here won’t notice that much. But I think I should borrow this for a bit more time. " she claimed as she pointed her fingers on me.

It was only up until that part which I could distinctively remember. I was not the one who had left the bathroom on that day, but rather her. My other half, who's always at my back supporting me. But even so, she takes care of me and the one who really owns this body. I would hear her voice beyond my thoughts, " I promise you. I will go. Soon. You will be back. A different you shall rise. A new you with me not around you but in you. ".

But why do I feel like I don't want that to happen

Why do I feel like it should be the three of us?