Sob and Sigh

It has been just three days since you've been gone.

No messages.

No one to laugh with when I go home

No one to eat with

No one to talk with.

For the two years you've been there, I have forgotten how it felt to be alone

I am uncomfortable, confronted by my loneliness again

I never had someone.

I never had.

I never really had.

Yes, you were right. Remember us talking two weeks before you left?

People always made me feel unwanted.

you look right into my eyes and said many of the people close to me have given up on me.

I wanted to ask you if you also had. 

Now all I can hear is the sobbing of my lungs

I cannot even give out a loud cry

Can you just come back?

Can you just stay?

please?

I never really had someone.

I miss you.

I really do.

I miss you can you hear me?

Please do...