something i need

i spent all my life all alone i was just looking for some one will understand me and count on me as a human , since that age i was pretending that i have friends and blieved that i have some one to care about me , while the reality is a little  bit too different  no one cares i had no friends not even enemies . one day i said maybe i'm still a child and that when i grow up i will have lot of friends and good people around me . no nothing changes i grew up with no one by my side . i don't know what should i do to have other people's heart.finally i accepted my fate as a lonely man that will stay forever alone.