goodbye second lover

She held back her head. Leaned to the right side of the bed. Played her favorite song. Loudly. Then softer. Looked down. All dark. The same fucking air. The air, your aura. That doesn’t change. She looked down. Just like 5 years back she looked down and said goodbye to the first love. Now was the turn of second to go. Now is the time. She held back her head. Leaned to the side of the bed. Played her favorite song. Loudly. Then softer. Looked down not there same air anymore. Please not the same air. She stood up. This time eyes stood too. Moves forward. Opens the window. Slides down the curtain. Smiles. Real smile. Old air not there anymore. Not suffocating anymore. Un chained. Bridle less. Run, fly, be happy, be whatever. Oh how I missed you. Smiles. Laughter. Goodbye second lover. Best wishes. Finally

Lights a cigarete.

“My hair smell good, again. To me.”