story one

For one of the mistakes who got into my life, Ge,

Hi.

I guess it's already been more that a year since you left without saying a 'goodbye'.

Look, I'm not writing this to ruin your life. I'm just writing this to say 'thank you'.

I'm sure you're confused 'cause I cursed you and the girl you left me for but let me explain:

I'm writing this to thank you for making me who I am now. I'm writing this to tell you that I still love you. But not how I loved you before.

I'm not broken. I never was. There was just a part of me that got hurt when I knew that you left without saying goodbye. But then again, how could you tell me that you're leaving when I've been miles away for two weeks?

I guess you couldn't handle two weeks.

I'm getting off the topic. Anyways, still, thank you. You made me remember that I didn't need you to be there for me and that we were too young to be what we thought we could be.

Don't worry. If you'll ever need me, I'm still there at the other end of the corridor, giving you a fake smile, and being the girl you tried to break - the girl who doesn't care, who laugh as if the world would end if she didn't, and the girl who fixed herself, not for you, not for her family, not for anybody else but herself.

Still the lunatic you met,

Lex