Story Thirty Three

it's been so long since I write a sad song
it's been so long since I search for the write words

and yet I'm still searching

feeling lost, feeling anxious

in my backpack of my past

crawling from my cold feet

into my heavy shoulder

and my empty mind

and for the thousand of a hundreds days
my sadness are still glowing and shining

I'm hoping for a miracle to cut my contract

from the devil I used to play...

from the loneliness I feel,