You know why she was so afraid to love?, because she was scared of herself. She thought probably she would give so much that it would scare the other person, probably she would lose herself in order to love the other unconditionally. All that bothered her was that if he would ever understand.
It’s not so easy you know; to be close to someone and watch them fall for someone else. If only he had known how mad she was for him. But that is okay. Maybe that was what was in her destiny. She accepted what fate gave her. But little did she know the journey ahead would be painful, tiring, heart wrenching and emotionally tiring. She never gave up on her smile. She did not want people to sympathize with her. She knew she was strong or probably was trying so hard inside. It is not so easy to live with a broken heart and an aching soul but that doesn’t stop life does it? Life has to go on. She decided to move on. But was that a piece of cake? Is it so easy to emotionally detach yourself from a person who gave you a plethora of emotions to remember?
Welcome to my story ..to be continued…