Nightmare—the Horrific Sensation
“10-floor building, my destination top floor. Called for the elevator, no luck it’s out of order. Had to take the stairs. Climbing up rapidly, leaving everyone behind and below I reach my destination. Once reached I look back and hey, where is everyone?? And cut Blackout….”
How would you feel if you wake up at around 4 in the morning with this?? Not good I presume!! For the last four months, things have changed for me big time. Well change is good but for a person like me it comes with a sense of fear. The question is to why have I changed?? It is not that I was carving for it and all. It is only because Top Floor is not where I want to see myself day in and day out. Walking past the different floors I saw my family, my friends and the person I love all waiting. I ignored them they ignored me and at last, ignorance won!!
So from now on, why not scale a few floors down??
I care for you but in my own sweet manner. It is true I am not a likeable person at all. But I guarantee if you know me well then you would know I might be ugly, dumb-headed, stupid (at times), but will never hurt you even if you do not respect me as what I am.
So sorry to all for everything I have done which in turn have upset you. I am changing myself but change requires a support system, which I don’t have.
“Which is the true nightmare, the horrific dream that you have in your sleep or the dissatisfied reality that awaits you when you awake?”
― Justin Alcala
P.S- My thinking is a bit intense, but don’t get me wrong, I am not bad.