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I'm trapped.
I can't escape.
I miss you, even after all this time.
I still want you.
Tonight, I lay and think about you while tears accompany me.
I dip my head in my pillow who listen to my silent plea.
I hug and cover my body with my blanket who comforts me while my body shakes.
Gripping the sides of my bed cause I can't let them know I am hurting .
I need to be quiet.
My head spins and hurts too much cause I think too much.
My heartbeat barely felt.
My eyes barely see.
My lungs barely filled with air.
I feel weak.
Blurry.
Suffocated.
And I lay and stare at my ceiling, painting your face in my mind.
Hurting cause I know you I don't even pass by in your mind for a second.
You live it up while I'm off to sleep.
Drowning into the pit of darkness where no one waits.
Caged in a cell with no windows.
Blind.
Darkness.
I shout without a voice, I murmur my prayer, I cry behind closed doors, I whisper my wishes.
I need to stop, but I can't.
I need to let go, but somehow I still hold on.
I need to walk away, but I couldn't move.
It drags me back .
It doesn't let me take a step forward.
Its hard.
It hurts too.
I can't hold it any longer.
Do you feel me?
Can anyone hear me?
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Updated on June 04, 2017
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