Sweet Despair

People say I'm just hurting myself

Because I loved someone who never loved me back

People say I'm always being left

By someone who teared my heart apart

Maybe they are right

that I'm being stupid

But how can I fight?

If I'm bound with cupid?

Is it wrong to make such mistake?

If it could make me happy?

I know his love is fake

But I love him truly

Deep in my heart

Full of despair

Leaving maybe right

But would he really care?

I am confused

I don't know what to do

Wishing he loves me too

Like I always do

But something made me realize

You're not worthy of my love

All of these are lies!

You don't deserve to be loved!

I've always live in sweet despair

Because of the love you never gave

I've always cried for help

In the end I'm the one who saved myself