That day when tears fall like the rain

the day I met you tears fall like the rain.

I have never expected a banquet to be held in  honor of me. But what i most didn't expect was the bitterness and sadness that ferments the air. As i watch standing by my side you ask me, " Now are you regretting it." That was't the first time that you said that. But my answer didn't swayed. "No I don't." I curtly said, then you laughed.

they all have stories about you, many fears your presence. For it brings sadness anguish and pain. But I seem to be drawn to it. For every pain and loss I feel caused by the loneliness within it only fuels the urge to embrace you still. Life seems to much to bear without it's color. So as I hear your sinister voice I once again tried to contemplate why and how can they say that life brings sweetness through the air.

But with your clothes of black and your presence bathe with sadness that makes the air so heavy. the truth finally seems to outrun me, finaly letting me face the hard truth. That what I been telling myself was but a lie, a lie that have led me to commit this crime. it wasn't me who have I robbed. for I have punched a hole  that can heal but leave a nasty scar. not unlike the tiny white marks that lay scattered in my arms