I almost got hit by a car tonight. I am fine, nothing bad happened to me. It's just that... I found out how much I wanted to die. That's even more terrifying compare to being actually hit by a car.
I can't write anymore.
I don't want to cause trouble to people I care about, yeah, that's why I'm posting this here.
Never realized I'm this messed up in the head.
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I just want to put it 'out there' so the idea won't stay within me.