The Lady in Blue

Writing to you after an undoubtedly long and painful span of time. I hope you are hale and hearty. I'm also doing fine here. Now the father of an one month old,I am living a blissful life. Sunita is very caring, she can easily win anyone's heart, you would like her too. Everything is great. But only from the outside. Inside I am empty and craving for your presence all the time.The surrounding is suffocating me. Every night before closing my eyes to sleep, I think of you. And as I open my eyes with the first ray of the sunlight, glimpses of your smile appears in front of my eyes.

A few days back, I saw you in a dream. You were looking the same. I can still proudly say you are the most beautiful woman, I have ever witnessed. Those big bright eyes, that long pointed nose,the silky black locks tied up into a bun, and how can I forget your beautiful lips that kissed good night on my forehead every night. You were wearing that prussian blue saree, I bought you with my first salary. You had the sweetest smile on your face and you were telling me to be strong and never lose hope. You promised that you will return to me soon and caressed me in your arms and whispered in my ears that everything will be fine and just to give myself a little time. The moment was so priceless. I wish I could go back to the time when all we had was each other's company. Nobody else was there for us to share our pain with. Together we came across so many good and bad times but we never gave up. We were always each other's strength and support.

The lessons that I learnt from you always helped me in overcoming the difficulties in life. You always had a simple solution for every little problem of mine. Half the times your smiled  solved most of the things. Your smile always worked as an antidote to all my sufferings. No doubt you had so many admirers in college. Who's heart won't melt after seeing that lovely smile? Even a blind man would have fallen for it, I guess.

You were always there whenever I needed you but now when you aren't there by my side,it becomes difficult to cope up with  things. I had never done anything without your advice before, taking decisions were simpler with your presence near me. The hole that was created after you left could never be filled by anyone in this world. No love has enough power as yours. I miss you. I miss you so much. You are an irreplaceable part of my life. You mean the world to me. In fact, you are my world. I miss you so much. I love you Maa.