The last lie I told him?

The last lie I told him. I like someone else. And i'am going to propose to him on Valentine's Day. And I don't want to be with him. But I really love him a lot.. And I can't even think about going with someone else. But he blocked me. And thought to himself that I didn't like him. But the truth is, I can only love him true heartedly. I wish I could say this to him. But he blocked me permanently. I can't survive without thinking about him. But it's OK. Life has to move on. I can concentrate on my studies now. I can go towards my passion now. I can work a lot now without any diversions.