The Last Meet

#"waking up with the hard truth that you are not true really sucks" #

I saw you!
I have seen you in that charming smile, a long way back before i lost you in my journey.
I met you  and i wish i could tell you that i have missed you.
In that moment, I was choking unable to speak out single word.
You were speaking i dont know what was your whole conversation all about ?
Everything falls apart as i made my call to wake up  and i have decided to discard my whole fucking dream,
As i know all the things i see no real. Of course!!  
Realised in reality, it was just another freaking dream of you.
Trying to find out why your memories are still with my subconscious . Even though you dont want it to be around me.
Is everything happens in the world for a reason. I hope i would find my  purpose of being alive and reason of  losing myself.