The Letter...

Hi Baby,

I don’t know how to start this. Let’s start with a quote.

“You became the light to my lifeless lighthouse and showed me the way out in the dark and dangerous ocean.”

It was not easy for me at first and it’s not easy for me now. Life is taking its toll on me and I’m least responding to anything because of things that had happened in the middle of last year. I never thought things would change so quickly. Hardly we were together and in no time (because of my impatience and bad choice of words I hurt you and made things difficult for you) we were out of each other’s leagues. It was okay at first and then it started, the whole pain thing. I don’t want to talk about how all I suffered, but I have learned my lesson, a very important lesson. Maybe I didn’t have enough patience for taking it right for a long time. I know it even hurt you badly. I’ve disappointed you. I could not fulfil my promise. I’d be lying if I say I am not loving you anymore. I will always be there for you no matter what.

Everyone breaking out of love say it is trash, but I still feel Love is eternal and it's the only thing that can provide hope in life.

Enough of flashback and sorrows, thanks to you for accepting my gift. Means a lot to me. A fun loving, innocent, active, funny, sometimes serious, sometimes very serious, strong at times, weak at times, sarcastic most of the times, very reactive, angry at times, smiling very occasionally, having little expectations on everything, living a simple life. Altogether you are a package. A package that was gifted to me by you and me being the spoiler at all times in my life, do not deserve you now. After everything, if I occasionally keep looking back, it clearly says or I should say it as, all fingers point towards me for the unplanned disconnection between us. I miss my baby, I met on 14 July 2015, I miss my baby, I met on 14 February 2016 and I terribly miss my baby, I last met.

One thing that every person’s bad at and you're good at is her anger. The angrier you get the real you are; which not many people can achieve.Short by height but Large at heart, you are one person who gets concerned about everything in a person and can’t take if something goes wrong. Please for God’s sake, do concentrate on your health and take care of your body. I don’t want to see you fading away in your beauty. And please take good care of your face and eyes. You actually don’t need a voice, your eyes are enough.

I know the letter is a bit too much and pretty lengthy, this is not it.But I’m restraining myself to just one page. Thank you for patiently reading everything, if at all you’ve read it till here.

I have had two phases in life. Life before you and life after you. The only thing that was memorable and significant was the third phase, the LIFE WITH YOU.

Regards,

Arjun_RN