I can tell a thousand lies, just to avoid saying how much I love you. It won't benefit me, but it made me safe from hurting myself. Those lies are the only things that can keep me close to you. I might be a great liar, but deep inside I know, my feelings couldn't lie about how much I love you.
Telling a lie is the hardest thing to do in the world, especially when your lying everyday just to avoid telling the world about who you love and why you love him.
This is the hardest lie that I can do, and I don't know how much longer I could hold the words.
I don't know if there is a specific name of this kind of lie. To me, this Lie, is to love you secretly, protect you secretly, make myself happy secretly, you as my world secretly and to finally love you not secretly but sincerely.
Telling a lie is to hide a secret, but can I keep telling a lie to hide my secrets?
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