The mess in my head

Today was a great day... me and my friends (Jackson and Micheal) was had fun together..
My life was a little ridicurious... i dont know why... i just feel very happy when i walking with Jackson... confide with him... but i dont like him... we are just friend... i thought i was in love with him instead of Paul..... but that  feeling is really strange... i miss J when he didnt text to me, i feel very happy when he text to me or everytime we hang out... but to me he is just a friend.. sometime i think i had crush on him... oh... that is really suck @@
What is that feelling? Am i in love with you? Please just tell me you have the same feelling as me... rather hurt once than living on a mess of missing you :3
God will show us our way 😊