The first time
My teenie tiny being
Encountered the touch of a man
I was reminded of a hot mellow spring,
So warm and affectionate
Trickling from the heart of
God's divine plan
Those youthful arms
Of my Dad
Held me
Like a precious jewel
They nurtured me with kindness
And secured me from an unseen cruel
I remember the times I'd stumble
And bruise my knee on to the rubble
He'd cheer me with cuddles
Disappearing each tear like a bubble
The second time
My pre-school flesh
Experienced the touch of a man
I felt a mob of eerie insects
Crawling under my skin
To execute a secret body scan
My trembling lips became his viand
Tantalising another childhood innocence
His frisky fingers met the plaque on my teeth
'Shh! Don't tell daddy',
A nervous breathe echoed in his absence
The third time
My silly sprightly spirit
Witnessed the touch of a man
My clumsy common sense
Recurred a forbidden law
From Japan
He belonged to a world same as mine
So approached me with a love to be barred
My hidden intimate Secrets
Were now his toys he'd soon discard
The fourth time
My blooming essence
Received the touch of a man
Every part of me was disgusted
For he belonged to a holy clan
He trampled down my faith
And stole all of my sprouting virtues
On a quest to seek God
I met a monster
Disguised as an angel
With different hues
The last time
I received the touch of a man
It evoked a gentle tornado
That broke down those stony walls
I built-up during this lifespan
Like the cherry blossoms
Waffling during spring
His honey kisses tantalised my soul
The savor of his love unravelled
The transition of a diamond from coal
I must say
He is a magician like my Dad
But recasting each tear into pearls
He gathers them inside his heart
Where his love for me unfurls
His soft nudges and tender nuzzles
Narrate my favourite fantasy tales
Of these I'm a fanatic fan
I'd once again trade my spotless purity,
That lost it's way in a wilderness,
To treasure the touch of this man