Things you must know before you dare to love me.
I am complicated. I was born to ruin you, to suffocate you. I was designed to suffer so in case you didn't know , I was born to burden you.
My heart is as cold as ice. I am full of mistrust. I am full of myself. I am not your ordinary kind.I am indecisive and difficult to deal with.
I am an attention whore. I am a bitch living in the city wearing an angel mask coming from the closet of my friend's abandoned pad. I am not your princess. I am my father's princess acting like a prince.
Your friends would hate me. Your family would never accept me. Because I am a nobody. Got no diamonds to show. No fancy car to drive you home. My room is what I considered home, dark and empty. Just like my soul.
I don't have the ability to show you my emotions. I don't have anything to show to begin with. Anger is residing inside me. Demons are my friends and you would probably hate me at the end of the day, so please if you cannot take me for who I am, just don't dare to love me.
I've tried many relationships thinking that it would change a bit of who I am yet I am always finding myself at the corner of my dirty room or rather home, crying. Because people tend to leave me half alive. Totally broken. It wasn't my intention to displease them, it is my nature to annoy people with my ugly attitude.
I talk big for my size. Sometimes I even talk too much. I don't sugarcoat my thoughts. I am honest and sometimes honesty is not something that you'd appreciate. I don't have self control. I drop bombs everywhere. I leave scars. I leave people behind as well.
I only have few friends. Those I can manipulate. Those I can tame. Those I can ask to do shits for me . Those I can consider slaves.
Honey, I am not the one for you. You can always find someone that could love you.
I'll cut myself right here. Please continue.