to the love you've taken for granted

hey it's me.

it's been 8 years since we had our last conversation.

we've been so in love that we forgot to look out for our selves.

i lost my job and so did you, we fought a lot and we forget the essence of being together.

the first time i met you, you were bright, and graceful and really attractive inside out.

you never wear make up and you dressed up so silly.

your deep brown eyes and you cherry lip are fascinating, oh how i love to dive down and drown with your kiss.

we've share million of stories and we've shed same tears.

glancing  at you crying like a baby when you are watching your favorite movies makes me smile.

you were the best thing that's ever been mine.

but at the time we started to grow up, you become somebody else.

you work too hard, well it's not that i don't like that but you are doing a lot of overtime.

you forget about me, you forget about us.

and that time we always fought about little things and you decided to leave me alone because you can't do it anymore.

i love you, i loved you a lot so i let you go.

days passed by, month, years, i heard you have someone else already.

i cried a lot that night, i thought we are going together, building things up together, fight everything together, live together, love until we're grey and old and have wrinkles in out faces.

all of those are just in my head.

and i decided to live alone, fight alone, build alone, and forget your love.

i have moved on. i am sorry for that.

and now 8 years passed by, i got a message from you telling me you are hurt and taken for granted by your husband.

i am truly sorry for that, but you've taken my love for granted.

all i can say is that it is your decision and you should think about that, talk to your husband because you chose him.

i am happy with my life now.

i am married, blessed with 3 kids which i love them so much.

i have learned a lot of lesson from you, i am not angry but thankful.

thank you for letting me live my life alone for fighting alone and for building alone, i have found that someone who will be with me as you let me go.

thank you for teaching me that i will continue to love more and believe there is so much more.

yours truly,

to the love you've taken for granted