To my future wife

I started off my life as a pretty jolly girl in my life. Studying in a co-ed school is really fun and cool. But when it comes to one sided love, it's harsher than you ever think.
Boys all around you and it's impossible to ignore them. The crave for "boy attention" increases. And suddenly without any warning it hits you just inside your mind and heart, love for somebody who never cares to give a damn shit. Yes I am talking about one sided love. Stupid thing it is. And when that boy comes to know about you, he enjoys the attention but never leaves a single chance to insult you in front of the whole lot of people whom you call "friend". They laugh at you and never do they come to console you and get into your shoes and empathize your condition. NEVER.
I am Julian, a student of science, residing in the heart of the city of joy, Kolkata.
I encountered this shit called love at first sight and another, the one sided love.
And as expected, atrocious language along with a lot of insults in front of even strangers followed me. Comments like " stalker", "bitch" etc, were my all time favorite companions.
One day, then I was a class 11 student, met a person, rather I should call him a "superhuman" on Facebook just as randomly as anything. We got connected. He was definitely someone very different I have ever met. And that changed me, well I should say I was compelled to change myself. Yes, it CHANGED me.
I learnt to be benevolent to strangers and "friends" who thought ill of me,to return the insults to the boy who gave it to me with so much love. Yes, I LEARNT, finally.
Then one fine day, I found that none of the boys like  me ( probably there exist some about whom I never came to know or cared. I actually never cared). Present world have the boys who crave the body (I know right?), I am not telling girls are any different. Just boys are hungry werewolves due to the constant hormonal change in there body and for girls, the PMS is another nuisance.
So why give attention to the race who never cared for you? Let me try out some girls. Well, being an Indian, I understand the difficulty of expressing love to the same gender which is also pronounced for the opposite gender.
So, let me wait, stare at the navy blue sky with the diamond like stars studded to it's body and wait for my girl love. And another thing, humans rarely keep promises. So I won't say I won't change my mind and again retrace the same path of love for boys.
If there is seriously my girl love, can you please come a little early? I really want to have a wife just like you, awesome one. And I won't forget the superhuman who introduced me to the world which really appreciates my existence. 💙