To Tan

You were my friend

It all started when man you were introduced to me

You were my listener as I was to you

Turns out we found a lot of similarities with each other,we both love games and food. We would tell each other about our days and how it went

They started to become suspicious

Since we would spend a lot of time with each other people started noticing they would always tease us

I started to have a liking to you

At first it was ridiculous when I learned about it myself, maybe it was just because they were teasing us probably.....

Then you told me about her

As we got closer we learned about each other's personal life.Then you told me about her I was like Great! finally a reason for me not to like you

We became best friends

We would eat together, fool around together, go home together and we basically almost did everything together

They told me to stay away

People began to get angry with because you were supposed to be with her everyone hated me said I was just a hindrance to you and 'her'

I fought

I wouldn't let you go away just like that so I fought for our friendship

You noticed

But you never defended me you just watched me

I could see you always staring at her

whenever she passed by or if she laughed you smiled so much

It started to hurt

Dang it! I liked you and I couldn't stop myself

I hated her

I wanted her to be gone I wished he didn't meet you

I was insecure

I am nothing like her, she was beautiful and elegant she was shy and polite she had happiness wherever she goes while I was the complete opposite of her

However your happiness was more important

I supported you, I even asked her to notice you

Turns out she likes you too

She liked you from the very beginning she knew a lot about you that even I didn't know of

She was jealous

Jealous that I spend time with you always, Jealous whenever she sees us walking home together, Jealous that we almost did everything together

But she didn't hate me

She said I was always a friend in her eyes that she didn't see me as competition

I hated myself

She was such a good person while I always hated her

You two always stared at each other

Even if neither of you notice

I support you two

You are perfect with each other

I will always be just a friend

It hurts a lot but what can I do I love you and your happiness is important maybe I could find another one until then friendship is enough for me