TO THE SECOND WOMAN I LOVED

To the second woman I loved,

You know everything about my being.
The harsh truth of how I can sometimes be a difficult thing.
You know how I can be a little annoying.
How I'd sometimes choose to be a mean being.

You gave me plenty of reasons to live each day
Even if sometimes, I would want to take my life away.
You never faltered even for a split second
You never doubt and that's all that matters.

I know that today I made you sad
Even if I've sworn not to be that bad.
I know this day should've been real glad
But then in the end I failed again, my love.

I'm sorry for the pain I've caused you.
I'm sorry for the empty promises I've spoken.
I'm sorry for the sadness, I miss you a lot.
I'm sorry for the circumstance that challenges our infinite love.

I will not promise to make it better next time
Because promises can be a little too overrated sometimes
I just hope you'll hear me out now
I don't wanna lose you, I can't stand that.

To the second woman I loved
I don't know if this will suffice
Ours may not be the perfect example of those #relationship goals
But please bear in mind that I'll love you even when we were already old.

To the Second Woman I Loved.
To my Queen, my forever Love.