Trouble

I knew I was in trouble when I wanted to see you again.
I knew I was in trouble when I wanted to hold your hand.
I knew I was in trouble when it was past 11. And I was thinking about you.
And I knew I was in trouble.
Every time a good bye greeted us, it just made me want to count until we say hello.
And I knew I was in trouble.
Every time I get a notification, my heart dropped a beat.
And I knew I was in trouble.
My friends knew about you. And they can't stop glancing.
And I knew I was in trouble.
I found myself wanting to share what my favorite breakfast was.
And I knew I was in trouble.
When you kissed that girl and didn't tell me. It wasn't just my heart. I burned.
I knew I was in trouble when your eyes made me bleed words.
I knew I was in trouble when I wrote the first poem.
I am in trouble.
Hell is other people.