Trying to understand

Everytime I consider atleast now I know what is happening, situations say how dare you! They not only prove me wrong but as well make me think and act according to them.

For a timing if I am stracked by a thread, I don't know how but my mind starts assuming it to be woven net. Every single thread is linked with the other, a perfect trap. Very much alike, a single act claims, every linked or not situations, are proof to it. 

I want to mend it. I am training my mind, but its not liking the trainer I guess. It needs some expert and experienced trainer and that too me as a trainer. So it wants me to learn and experience more of it yet. 

Sorry situations! For not taking you seriously. Trust me one day I am gonna be the one who would not only stop the impact of situations but as well make them know how it feels when you cause someone change by changing THE SITUATION.