One moment you're mine. The next thing I knew you were gone. My tears can't even fall. I do not have the right to mourn for there is no us. Will never have.
I thought I could be yours for a short period of time but this sharp knife of life cut the chain without hesitation. Leaving me hanging in deep pain and lots of questions.
I never thought I'd like someone this much. Never thought that I'd want someone that I can never have. This is stupid and so insane. I claim myself as a sinner with no redemption. I have no regrets in liking you. Not that I am a monster but more of an admirer. I liked you for a long period of time and it's a crap because I cannot even tell you that.
I am done making excuses. I have to live my life again. I have to move on with this one sided love. I had my heart broken with no fight. I won't tell you. You don't deserve to know that much.
I will silently adore you. Will keep your memory burried inside me. Will keep you posted inside my head. Will remember your words inside my chest. Then maybe, when we get older, and we are free from everything, then we could talk again. May be then we could start all over , again.