Unexpected Feeling

There is a guy that I like so much, I wasn't sure about it first
I am Uncertain about my feelings
I thought It was just an admiration
I thought It is just for now
I am lost about what's true and what's not

And then suddenly when I was alone
I feel like there's something inside me Something I don't understand
Something I can't explain
Something I'm afraid to admit

I was afraid that it will be more than likes and admiration
I was scared that it will cause me such pain
I was afraid it will just be me
I was scared that I'm already falling in a deep hole
I was afraid to face and accept the truth

But no matter what I do,
No matter how much I wanted to escape
No matter how many times I tried
No matter how much I liked to stop
I can't, I just can't.