Unpaid Thoughts

There are times that I get jealous
of young couple on the streets
Who share one common language-LOVE
Who intertwined hands like it was glued and can't be separated
Who laugh together with sweetness
Who hug each other like it's been eternity apart

I get jealous...
Of girls who receive kisses on cheeks,
Respect on forehead,
and reassurance on lips.
I get jealous...
of girls who receive sweet little surprises:
Letter of appreciation,
sweet bar of thankfulness,
and gifts saying 'hey, look 'am bless'
I get jealous...
of girls who experience shameless joy in wearing couple shirts,
matching bottoms,
and same shoes.

I don't get jealous of the material things needed for those actions
I needed the action out of the materials that you gave me
I need no glitter and  fancy things
I need sweet little gestures that says
'I miss you'
'I need you'
'I love you'

...but I guess all those were lacking...