Unsaid Feelings

Did you know that feelings can kill?

Maybe not, 'coz you don't feel what I feel.

You told me lies that felt so real.

And this wound will take time to heal.

You don't even know that you're hurting me,

It's my fault for assuming things, you see.

Why would you give me false hopes anyway?

To prove yourself you can always win a play?

Stop pretending like you care.

Promises? Don't you even dare.

Maybe we're not a one true pair,

But you should have at least played fair.

I just don't know what to do anymore.

I can't bring myself to open the door.

I'm scared that I might fall on the floor.

What am I even hoping, fighting for?

I act like I don't care, but it's not true.

It's killing me but I don't wanna show you.

I said I'm okay though I'm really not

I'm tired of pretending, it hurts...a lot.

How can I bring myself to forget you?

When everything just reminds me of you.

You gave me so much to remember.

Tell me, is this what it means to suffer?

I'm giving up and I'm letting you go.

There's no an us from the very start tho.

I know it's my fault, I fall for you

Even though I know your love is not true.