She wasn't exactly sure when it happened or even when it started. All she knew for sure was that right here and now, she was falling hard and all she could do is pray that he was feeling the same way too.
Falling in love is the best feeling in the world, especially when you know that the person you love feels the same way too towards you, but falling in love with someone who doesn't have any idea about how you feel about them? It's not that easy. Trust me.
It's a good thing to have someone you can call "inspiration", someone who brings out the best in you, but sometimes it is better not to tell them how you feel, because you're afraid that if ever you confess the true feelings you have for them, your friendship might be put at risk. So you chose to keep it to yourself. It's not easy to be in that kind of situation. Especially when he's kind. He's close to you, he treats you so well, he's harsh at you at times but it's just his way of showing his sweetness to you and you just can't help but fall. But, at the end of the day you'll keep on reminding yourself that he's just doing that because he looks at you as a friend, nothing more, nothing less.
You're more likely as best friends. People around you always misunderstood you as lovers. But he keeps on telling to them that you're just "friends". He is so comfortable with you that he tells everything to you. Yes it's a good feeling to know that he trust you that much, that he shares everything to you whether it's a family problem or school problem. But the worst part is, you're the one he's asking for advice when he liked someone. When he wanted to court someone, how to get the attention of someone he likes, you're the one he's consulting. And it sucks. It's like torturing yourself everytime you give him advice. But all you can do is to fake a smile. Trying your very best to hide the pain he's causing you. And you keep on asking yourself,
"Why can't you see me?"